Friday, August 29, 2008
WOHOO!
today's teachers' day celebration was super funny and nice man...thanks councillors and all performing groups for all the hard work...
the part where the drama student acted out what mdm chan always does was super duper funny..i laughed until i teared..haha..
went for training today as usual..qiu yan bought a cake to celebrate coaches/teachers' day(although coaches' day is on the 12 sept)...then yixiang bought the cards which we signed on...the coaches were super happy man...hope our training will be less intense tmr XD...
really disappointed with my results for this term..hai..gosh..i need to focus on my studies and not go for training! AH!!! but i need to chiong finish the ce shi on 13 sept b4 i can stop attending training...that means i got no time to study..hai...
got second for national comp..
pretty happy with myself...although i could had gotten first...my marks was the same as the girl who came in first from NUS..but then in the end, i got 2nd..:(
but nvm lar, i expected much worser results..since i only trained this taolu for only abt 6-7 times b4 going for the comp..=D
but then again, i was super duper pissed when they presented to me the gold medal then took it back from me and told me that they made a mistake! i was so happy for a moment, thinking that i won the NUS girl..:/
they cheated my feelings:(
was swearing all the way after taking the silver medal...haha..complaining to all my friends until some of them got annoyed with me..but then i was really bu shuang lor..kns..
the press conference for the BOOST sports drink is next week..pretty excited about it...wonder how it would be like..hmmm...my parents, coach, teacher-in-charge and principal are invited to it..wonder if they will go..ppl, look out for posters with my face on it..=D
thanks jane, regina, de wei and nan for your encouragement and advice..i am fine now..i guess? haha..training has been pretty ok for me this few days cos coach was happy with my performance for comp..=D..have to continue training from now till 13 sept after which i will chiong my revision already..bet i gonna lose out pretty much..shit..nvm..i will work hard..
JIA YOU SHIRLEY!
I WON'T LET MY EFFORTS GO TO WASTE!
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!
=D
{/8/29/2008 10:33:00 PM}
Shirley
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
hai...give up? don't give up?
I seriously dunno man..it's like there is a devil and an angle...
one is calling me to give up wushu..i had been unable to improve since god knows when man..staying stagnant there..unable to do much about it no matter how hard i train..fuck life...
while another is asking me to hang in there...reminding me of the years i had trained..how much effort and time i had put in...how many gallons of sweat i had wasted...how many scars i had gotten..how many injuries i had gotten..how much pain i had..i really can't let it go just like that..
but seriously, i know that wushu will get me nowhere man..i know..what can i do with wushu? the only choice is to be a coach..what else? should i just give it up and focus on my studies?
i feel like doing it..i've been thinking about this for a very long time...but i couldnt come up with a decision..
today i had a terrible scolding from coach once again...it's super demoralising lar..i really really feel like giving up..but i dont know what other things i can do other than wushu..i've been stuck with it since primary school..hai...coach told me that this year was the one and only chance left for me to grab the chance to go overseas for comp..i understand..i know my limits..he told me that it would be difficult for me in the subsequent years..and he just continue to kao bei kao bu...i know..i know..dun need him to say..i know i suck..and he continue to say that i may even be kicked out next year..well, thanks for the reminder..i know my standards..fine lar..anyway next year i am stopping wushu to prepare for 'o's..just bring it man..end my sufferings...and when lesson ended, he told me that he will not care about me anymore..calling me to 自己看着办...
sian...he always talk to me like that de..this is like the 10th time at least..sian..i am seriously sick of both wushu and his scoldings...
my national comp is this sunday and guess what? i can tell you that i am confident...yes..confident of losing..coach had not been allowing me to train my event for competition..and until now, i only train about 5-6 times..he just wants me to focus on training the events for my selection trail to go overseas for comp..since my national comp doesnt really concern him..thanks once again for being so kind..well..i just hope i can get a 2nd and 3rd this time..this will very much make me happy..
give me some advice ppl..i seriously dunno wat to do..=(
-it's a fucked up world, we're in a fucked up place....
{/8/12/2008 08:39:00 PM}
Shirley
Monday, June 2, 2008
well well well..havent been updating for really long..last update was during inter school comp..
been quite busy and lazy lately..
leaving for china, tianjin this friday for 16 days of wushu training..will be back on the 21st of June..finally can see my friends there..missthem lots..
havent done tons of holiday homework..wonder how i am going to survive with so much homework and training in china..
had training as usual today, with coach praising me..=D it feels so good man.. have been getting quite a lot of scoldings lately cos of not improving and lack of training..but these few days, coach had been praising me..haha..he happy, i happy..
receive several severe scoldings lately also..and the scoldings sort of jerk me awake..i was seriously not improving for these few years..it seems as if i had reach my maximum ability..and this made me felt like giving up..but the thought of meeting my friends overseas gave me the power to continue to fight and work hard for training..
well, i was lucky to be able to go this time though..cos i made alot of mistakes during the wushu test..but they still gave me the chance to go..
hope this training trip will be fun though..with alot of new ppl joining the team and most of my old team mates had left due to exams/injuries..sian..this time i am considered one of the old ones le..haha..still remember the days when i was one of the youngest of the team..those older than me had to take care of me and stuffs..and some of the things they do i cannot do..but now, i am considered old le..hai..
dont think i will be updating again before i am leaving for China..but will be bringing laptop there..so maybe will update there if i have the time..
BYE PPL! DON'T MISS ME!!(thick-skin)=D
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to Prerana: hello=D
to Regina,Meina: haha..it's ok..very little ppl know that i have a blog..and i only update my blog once in a decade..
to Yanru: haha..i dont update often de lar..so tell you then you come also nothing to see de..
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{/6/02/2008 10:16:00 PM}
Shirley
Friday, April 4, 2008
F**K IT!
it was so unfair yesterday man..
why did they amended my marks twice?
WTF CAN?
the five judges intially gave me a much higher marks lar..then after that they call for meeting then bring down my marks..even after bringing down my marks i was still having the same marks with the one who was in the first place..then they go minus 0.05 just to let me lose to her! I DAMN BU SHUANG CAN! nb..cb..the five judges are placed just for show only lar..they got no say in anything..so cannot blame them..
and guess wat the ******** sec teacher in charge was standing behind the judges and giving them advice on wat to do..ya lah..i know his student competing with me mah..of course help his school win wan lar..
i knew i almost trip..but i guess it was damn unfair..why did they have to bring down my marks twice..they could have just minus my marks at one go...but they did it twice, making it looks so obvious that they are trying to prevent me from winning..WTF..and their meeting lasted for damn long..the longest wait i had seen so far this year(i guess)..at least 10 minutes..
in case you are wondering what i am talking about, it's just my inter school comp..doubt you guys understand anyway..and i dun think anyone's reading..so it's fine..i am just trying to vent my frustration..you all wont understand how i feel...forget it..
I KNOW IT'S JUST UNFAIR!
but nvm
as long as i know who deserve that medal,
it's FINE!
(Sorry for all the vulgarities,but i am damn frustrated)
I am emo-ing :(
emoing....
{/4/04/2008 04:15:00 PM}
Shirley
Friday, February 8, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year ppl!
yeah..i know i a bit slow..hehe..couldnt find time to blog seriously..well, this week has passed pretty quickly..
monday
didnt went to school cos i kenna food poisoning..yeah..i am unlucky..thanks to mr bean..not the Rowan Atkinson mr bean but the mr bean that sells all the soya bean stuff..yeah..i went to the library with my bro to do homework on sunday then went to buy soya bean and drink..and the next morning, i had stomachache and felt like vomitting..went out of my house to the bus stop..then in the end went back home and decided not to go to school..my new bedroom set also came finally after the 10 days delay..ya..it's nice cos it's mine..:)haha..i skipped the cny rehearsal once again..i hope i will know wat i am going to do on wed..hehe..
tuesday
went to school as usual..copied loo peng's bio practical book during physics lesson=D cos i miss the lesson on monday and didnt know what was going on..had lessons as usual and had social studies extra lesson after sch..went back home and clean up my room..
wednesday
had cny performance today..and my knee was hurting terribly..forgot to bring knee guard..luckily,i asked mdm chan for some medicated oil to numb my knee..felt better after that..went on stage to perform and i think i screwed it up quite badly..OPSS..haha..when i finish the routine, no one applaud..very cold..haha..actually wanted to do some jumps but my knee was hurting so decided not to..so the routine was rather boring i could say..
thursday
went to the temple in the afternoon then after that went to my granny house..my two cousins(those of my generation) were in Japan enjoying life..leaving me alone in Singapore...*sobs* haha..just kidding lar..so me and my bro were rather bored with the baby cousins..yeah..had no choice but to play with them a bit..haha..=X
friday
didnt go anywhere but stay at home..my bro went out for lion dance..watch some tv programmes then do a bit of homework..and here i am writing this post..just found out that my cousins are back from Japan..haha..thought they would only be back tmr..looking forward to them coming to my house this sunday!yeah..and i will be going to the chun(1) dao(4) he(2) pan(4) tmr with my family..
shall end here..bb..
{/2/08/2008 10:09:00 PM}
Shirley
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
havent been updating for very long..but nvm..
well, being in 3/1 is stressful man! all the ppl like so clever and talented..
loads of homework is killing me..
and i dun like mrs chong notes and the way she teaches..=(
sian..i want mdm hee...
havent been able to go for wushu training since our class is like having afternoon lesson every single day..oh ya..and our coach change already..now is du lao shi..i prefer he lao shi.. =(..hai..whatever lar..
inter school comp is coming..i must start practicing the routine i wan to compete already..hai..sian..
gtg..bb..
{/1/23/2008 08:51:00 PM}
Shirley
Friday, December 21, 2007
Yo people!
havent been coming online since monday..-.-cos my stupid bro almost whole week on leave..then he keep using..then i couldnt use..lucky he now go training..then i can use!=D
shall talk about what i did this whole week..since it's quite a busy one..
monday
went to sch early in the morning for wushu training..so bloody sian..nothing to learn, nothing interesting to do..:(
taught kok chin sword and junxi spear..
afternoon went to wushu federation for training..was very tiring..after ji ben gong did 6 全蹲跳 then 5 蛙跳 over to the other side of the carpet..6 times continuously..do two groups..then did 6 全蹲跳 and 跨步跳 over to the other side of the carpet..6 times continuously..do one group..then did 6 全蹲跳 again and 单脚跳 over to the other side of the carpet..6 times continuously..do one group..then did 10 抱膝跳..do four groups..and run over to the other side of carpet..leg very suan lor..
tuesday
went to sch early in the morning AGAIN for sch wushu training..didnt feel like going..but bo bian..coach didnt come until about 10.35am..and the lesson was supposed to start at 9am..he overslept..-.- initially we were talking about going back if he didnt come by 10am..but he sms me at 10am..telling me to start the group with warm up and get them to practice..-.- no one was in the mood to do that..so i taught kok chin for a while then went to junxi..he ask me to go back to kok chin..then everybody wanted to slack..so didnt do much..until coach come then continue..
afternoon didnt go wushu federation for training cos the team was going for ice skating..was not able to join them thanks to the school training..they were meeting at jurong east in the morning..so afternoon went out with my bro and my biaomei to amk hub to watch alvin and the chipmunks..they are so cute! love them man.."christmas christmas time is here...time for toys and time for??" forget already..hehe.. my bro had to go for class at night..so me being NICE, accompanied him over to KFC with my biaomei to eat..but i didnt eat cos my mum already cooked dinner for me at home..my stupid biaomei only realised that she had to go home for dinner after buying a meal and eating halfway..so clever of her huh..=P..then after that my bro rush to mrt station cos he was going to be late for the class already...then i accompany my biaomei to amk hub to buy the honey chicken or sth for her bro..after that i headed home..
wednesday
went to school early in the morning for wushu training AGAIN! i really seriously was unwillingly to go lar..my legs were still aching and i still had afternoon training at wushu federation..what's more i had nothing better to do at sch training..sian..but i had NO CHOICE! =( so i drag myself to sch for training..a lot of ppl were skipping training these three days lar..kns..but i dun dare le..sian..coach broke us up into 2 groups of 3..then he made the two groups compete and run..kns..the other group too strong lar..not fair lor..in the end my group lose..fuck up..then got punished to do 2 minutes 马步..chi neh neh..my legs already aching still call me do..so i gave coach that buay song de face..i couldnt control myself..=( after that taught junxi spear..
went for gym training at wushu federation in the afternoon..only 2 people went for training..me and jin jie only..sian..did gym..which i havent been doing for quite long..after that did 起跳 cos coach wanted me to improve in my jumps..
and now for the most interesting day of the week
---------THURSDAY!
today woke up early in the morning at 7.30am with my bro to take bus to changi village..we were going to PULAU UBIN to cylce with my bro friends(ziwei,shuqin,calvin,xiaoying,weicai,qingui,kang rui,kang sheng,kang jin,the three bros' parents,sabrina,zhaowei)..didnt really know them at first..but came to know them later..all the others were late..except me,my bro and calvin..he took a cab there cos he woke up at 8.30am..after that me and my bro went to bought nasi lemak at about 9+am to bring over to pulau ubin for lunch de..then it began to rain..so we went to buy poncho..after that decided to eat at changi then go over there dun need to eat ler..so after our breakfast/lunch, we took a bumboat to pulau ubin..then went to rent a bike..it was still raining..then the poncho too long..will touch the tire when we cycling..so we tied up a knot in front..it was rather weird..haha..nvm..i am being perverted..so we began our cycling journey..the route in front was quite easy to ride..after that was a bit bumpy and got many up and down slope..the road was also slippery due to the rain..so was quite difficult to ride..after that stop over at a place(???)..then we went in to see some stuffs which were on display..we got out from the back door..then went over to see the sea..took a couple of photos..then the others stop over to have lunch..me and my bro were not intending to eat..but auntie and uncle bought extra food..so we share and ate a bit..after that continue on our journey...we went to the seaside..then the guys found some oyster and broke them..haha..after that walk a very long way..were looking at different species of tiny crabs on the way..they look cute..but we couldnt get near them..cos they were on the seaside..while we were on a bridge..saw a wild boar on a hill while walking..lol..after that walk up quite a number of flights of stairs to get to a sightseeing place..again we took photos..after that walk down and went back to get our bikes..continue on our journey after that..the road was very wet and slippery...then we came to a very rocky place..and there was a steep slope down..oh shit..i lost control of the bike when i rode over a pile of wet sand and almost fell...so i grab hold of the brakes and got off the bike..thinking that i should just push my bike down..ziwei was behind me..haha..she was afraid to knock into me..so she also stop...after that my bro came..he was screaming for us to get away..but we didnt manage to go away in time..so he press hard on the brakes and he skidded and almost flew off the bike..lucky he didnt..phew..i turn around and saw weicai falling down in front..OMG! lucky the wounds were not really serious..everybody threw their bikes in the middle of the road and ran over to her..then a stupid van came..honking at us to keep to the side..had a hard time getting up all the bikes..those stupid vans keep coming on the whole journey..irritating..after she finish cleaning her wound, we continued on our journey..we came to a very very muddy place..the mud were very soft due to several days of heavy rain..we had to ride very fast to get over the mud..i got over quite a few in front..all the mud were splashing on my face and pants..i drank some mud water..bleah..very disgusting..initially i was on the left side..then i heard the front people shouting “move to your right!" i didnt manage to get to the right side in time..my bike got stuck right in the middle of the stupid soft mud..i was shouting for help..my bro came to my rescue..he came into the mud and pulled my bike out..my legs were stuck in the mud oso..then he tried to pull me..but i felt my shoes dropping..so i screamed..and finally, i manage to get out of the mud..with my shoes and socks all bloody wet and stained with mud..those behind me and in front were all laughing at how i was stucked inside..=(..haha..thanks bro for saving me..love ya! after riding for a while,we came to a beach..i washed my shoes and feet in the sea..wasnt really clean..it became rather disgusting inside..a mixture of sand, seawater and mud..very uncomfortable..but no choice..didnt bring extra shoes..we played on the seaside for a while after eating..this time, they found more oyster..and they open them again..killing them..poor oysters..they were trying to find pearls..but found none..haha..auntie then pointed some kind of seafood that can be found in supermarkets to us..they were sticking themselves onto rocks..i found a tiny dead crab which was overturned..i tried to turn it back with a stick..but accidentally poke inside the body..sorry crab..=(..after that cycled for very long and reach a DEAD END..sian..cycled back..but it was fun anyway..haha..then it was time to go home..took a bumboat home at about 6pm..then reached changi and had dinner..after that headed home..had a hard time washing my shoes..=\
Friday
today went out with my biaomei..was supposed to meet her at 12.30pm..but she came at about 12.48pm..kns..she always late wan..that day tuesday go out with her she late for 45 mins..i told her that next time i go out with her i will tell her to meet at a time which is half an hour earlier..so that i wont have to wait for her..i was hungry..didnt had breakfast..so i went to lunched at macs..when i was eating, she suggested to go plaza singapura to eat..kns..i already buy already..she didnt buy cos she said she just ate breakfast..so, after eating, we went to take mrt to plaza sing..we walked around..then she wanted to eat waffle ice cream..so we ate at gelare..i shared a large one with her..which wasnt really very big..it cost $9.20..ex sia..waste money..then she wanted to eat yoshinoya..but in the end nv eat..she like pig like that..everything oso want to eat..after walking around at the basement, she decided to eat ha kau..a chinese delicacy..i was very full..so i didnt eat..when she finish eating,it was already 3.10pm..and our facial appt was at 3.30pm..shit..but lucky ming jing's aunt called to delay the appt to 4pm..when we reach amk mrt, my biaomei told me that she wanted to go to Junction 8 to eat ha kau just now..i say if she does, i beat her until she become "lao kau" which means monkey in hokkien..haha..after that she walked around amk hub, finding stuffs to eat..but i managed to pulled her out and go to the facial place..but our appt was delayed again..-.- cos got customer inside..in the end we waited inside until abt 5pm then start..as usual,she help me to squeezed out the white heads on my nose..very pain sia..then put face mask..when me and my biaomei finish, it was about 7.15pm liao..so we faster go home..
very lengthy post sia..sorry..it's one week stuff squeezed into one post..but i doubt anyone's reading my blog anyway..nvm..
bb..
{/12/21/2007 10:14:00 PM}
Shirley
